[ Sinclair swallows a little and he turns into the hug so he can wrap his arms around Oria properly, even if it means Oria's now going to nuzzle into his neck.]
Even now?
[Be still his heart; Oria's just doing this because he's grumpy]
[Sinclair hums softly in acknowledgement, his heart beat slowly easing into something more steady as he nuzzles at Oria's hair in turn, a little carefully. He smells nice...]
[ aka he doesn't want to let go of Sinclair right now. Let him latch onto him like a koala! Be clingy! For once!!! In fact, he hugs Sinclair tighter. ]
[ His head continues to feel fuzzy. He probably shouldn't be doing this and he wonders if this is what it's like being drunk--being somewhat self-aware but continuing to make horrible decisions. ]
[He nuzzles a little at Oria's temple, willing himself not to blush all over again. He's very much overwhelmed now]
Okay. I'll stay put for you.
[Luckily for both of them, Sinclair's fox plush has a home on top of his dresser, and the long panda has a home on his seat. So there's plenty of room on his bed now]
[ That's all the warning Sinclair gets when Oria tips them both over on Sinclair's bed with Oria partially on top, but all he does is try to get close to Sinclair for warmth. ]
...me too. [ He holds Oria close, soaking up his warmth]
You know, I missed you like crazy when you got sent here.
[ Sinclair's parents had adamantly refused to put Sinclair in boarding school, even though he had wanted to follow Oria for some time. He had argued, but had been shut down without question. It had been unfair, or so Sinclair had thought at the time. He had wanted to be with his best friend, his parents just thought he would be too fragile for the type of person boarding schools tended to create]
I missed you too. I remember earlier on when I first came here, I thought it was so boring here without you... but it's not like we never saw each other. I still went back home often and I would go visit you like... every few months.
Yeah? [Sinclair makes a little prompting noise, to get Oria to keep talking. It's nice. Despite his anxieties that Oria would forget about him once he had gone off to boarding school, that had never happened. He likes hearing about the people Oria spent positive time with] More like Beatrice then?
[Beatrice was eight years older than them both after all]
Yeah. I miss hanging out with her too. I wanna catch up with her in person one day.
[ Hopefully she won't bail on them again!!! The old times were nice, and really, the only reason why he occasionally looked back was because of Sinclair. He gave him a reason to enjoy the past for what it was—giving him the value of preserving those memories. ]
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[ Oria takes his glasses off, tossing them on the other bed, and then buries his face into the hoodie sweater. ]
Still cold.
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Even now?
[Be still his heart; Oria's just doing this because he's grumpy]
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[ Oria's face is now buried into Sinclair's neck as he breathes out a content sigh. ]
Warmer...
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Take all the warmth you need.
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Are you getting sick?
[ He has a legitimate reason to ask, okay. ]
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[ Oria breathes into the fabric. Warm!! He says, muffled: ]
I dunno.
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[Sinclair hums softly in acknowledgement, his heart beat slowly easing into something more steady as he nuzzles at Oria's hair in turn, a little carefully. He smells nice...]
Maybe you should rest early, just in case.
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[ aka he doesn't want to let go of Sinclair right now. Let him latch onto him like a koala! Be clingy! For once!!! In fact, he hugs Sinclair tighter. ]
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[It's not weird. They haven't shared a bed since they were kids but. Let him cope]
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[ His head continues to feel fuzzy. He probably shouldn't be doing this and he wonders if this is what it's like being drunk--being somewhat self-aware but continuing to make horrible decisions. ]
Only if you're in it...
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Okay. I'll stay put for you.
[Luckily for both of them, Sinclair's fox plush has a home on top of his dresser, and the long panda has a home on his seat. So there's plenty of room on his bed now]
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[ Oria yawns with his face still into Sinclair's neck. ]
Maybe I'm the one feeling sick. Then...
[ Sinclair shouldn't be so close to him. ]
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From getting cold, right? Then you should lie down with me.
[Lying down was better than sitting for someone who was unwell]
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[ That's all the warning Sinclair gets when Oria tips them both over on Sinclair's bed with Oria partially on top, but all he does is try to get close to Sinclair for warmth. ]
I remember... we used to do this.
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Me too. During all those sleepovers.
[ Up until they were 12? 13? It wasn't uncommon to find them sharing the same bed, limbs tangled up in sleep]
Why did we stop again?
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[ And Sinclair only transferred this year. ]
... I missed this.
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You know, I missed you like crazy when you got sent here.
[ Sinclair's parents had adamantly refused to put Sinclair in boarding school, even though he had wanted to follow Oria for some time. He had argued, but had been shut down without question. It had been unfair, or so Sinclair had thought at the time. He had wanted to be with his best friend, his parents just thought he would be too fragile for the type of person boarding schools tended to create]
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[ But it's nice, hearing that he missed him. ]
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[ Significantly less late night calls, talking about nothing in particular...it felt like he had been missing out on a lot.]
It was nice though, knowing you had a friend in Cethin.
[There's genuine warmth there, not even an ounce of jealousy when it came to Cethin. Friends were important ]
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[ Cethin is a scruffy guy. Definitely tsun. He and Oria are actually a lot alike, except one is sentimental and the other is Oria. ]
I hung out with his brother too. I think he's a teacher somewhere... I beat him in bowling.
[ heh ]
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That's what you remember about people?
[Oria, you have a bowling alley under your home??]
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[ His voice drifts off a little. Perhaps from headache or sleepiness. ]
He's one of the few adults who I actually like being around. He's literally a decade older than Cethin.
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[Beatrice was eight years older than them both after all]
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[ Hopefully she won't bail on them again!!! The old times were nice, and really, the only reason why he occasionally looked back was because of Sinclair. He gave him a reason to enjoy the past for what it was—giving him the value of preserving those memories. ]
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