dappledleaves | THE WORLD: PSL LIFE

THE WORLD: PSL LIFE

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[ The fact that Oria can't really see his face means Sinclair is safe to study his face and be openly sappy. Sinclair hums in question, reaching up to cup rub his thumb over Oria's face. It's definitely unfair how attractive his boyfriend is]

Mm?

[ He feels the thumb on his face and tries to lean a little into his hand, but gravity is unfortunately working against him, so he laughs a little. ]

Thanks. You make me feel safe and wanted. I love how accepting you are, which makes me feel like it's okay to be who I am despite everything. I mean, I'm not short on self-confidence, but still.

You make me really happy.

[Sinclair blushes, and even if Oria can't see it, he's smiling warmly. His heart feels full to burst, and he presses their foreheads together. His throat feels tight for a moment, overwhelmed with every thing he's feeling, everything he wants to say]

I...I'm so glad. I'm always so happy with you. Safe. [Bumping their noses together in an eskimo kiss. Ah] I want everything for you.

[It's not something he can say aloud; but after the way his family had died, he had believed for so long he didn't deserve to be happy. That everything afterwards was punishment and atonement. So to have Oria, to have this, to have the ability to make Oria feel this way...it means the world]

You think I don't want the same for you? You deserve good things as much as I do, and I do believe that I should be getting good things! So we're going to be happy together.

[ He moves his hands so that they can hold Sinclair's and squeezes them. ]