[ Oria closes his eyes again. That's just about what he expected. He tries to enjoy the warmth of Sinclair's hand as he listens. With how the Severines lost the head and how his mother's antagonist views against terrorists, Sarabi in particular, this seemed to be an inevitability. ]
[ Sinclair sits on the edge of Oria's bed, reaching over to pet Oria's hair. Gentle, soft. He didn't want to remind Oria of what happened. He opens his mouth to apologise again but remembers Oria telling him to stop. So his mouth clicks shut and he resumes petting Oria's hair as he reaches for something]
[ Oria would remark how he doesn't want to projectile vomit onto Sinclair, but he just keeps his mouth shut instead. He's never really realized how comforting headpats could be until Sinclair starting touching his hair more often. He would refuse on the count of it feeling like he's being looked down upon, but he knows it's not like that with Sinclair. That's why he can enjoy the feeling to the fullest. ]
Oria quietly breathes out. He wishes he could get well quickly so that he can start doing things. Oria is already starting to feel slightly restless. ]
Can you tell me... more about abnormalities? And... stuff surrounding it. I saw vines coiling around your arm...
[ The last part sounds as if he's asking a question, because he's not sure if he's remembering it right. ]
... I'm involved now. I think... I should know what we're up against.
[ He's quiet for a moment as he looks for the best way to explain things as clearly as possible]
...I guess you can call Abnormalities 'cognitive monsters'. I told you before that an underground government funded lab was researching ways to push humanity past it's limits, right? Creating weapons. Super weapons. They discovered at the same time they could produce massive amounts of energy too that could be harnessed. Well...to do that, they needed subjects.
[ a quiet pause]
From what I could tell, they would put someone under an experiment. Many someones. And they would infuse their food, or air or something with a chemical. I don't have clearance to know the name of that chemical but...
Abnormalities are monsters born from the human mind, representing concepts - wishes and fears usually - brought into reality.
[He's quiet here]
... they're also born in situations of extreme trauma and distress. Because their existence is the antithesis to our own, most humans can't engage with them directly without losing their mind or being lured into their promises or threats. They don't have a reason to exist, but they know they must survive.
[ If they're from wishes and fears, that sheds a different light on the abnormality that he saw that had traces of his father. He closes his eyes, shut tightly for a moment before tiredly opening them again. It also makes him wonder if abnormalities are only formed in certain areas. There has been mass tragedies and anything like an abnormality has never been reported, and that would be incredibly difficult to hide, considering many bad things happen around the world every day and how voyeuristic the world is becoming.
But what Sinclair says also explains the extreme discomfort he felt when encountering those abnormalities. Oria knows that he doesn't have to be The Special One for every scenario, but he hates being unable to do something because of how he was born. He's always resented that for various reasons.
[ It's too much power. It's a good thing they can't be controlled. ]
Yeah. There's two things an abnormality can give us. It can shed it's 'skin' when we defeat it, which can be crafted into weapons and a or a suit. That armor is matched to a person. Fae Lantern resonates with me, but it's not completely compatible, so the vines take more energy than they should.
[ He rubs his shoulder ]
...it helps with regenerating my body faster at least. The other thing is the 'EGO gift'. We can wear those to act as charms or defenses against other abnormalities.
[ Ah. He remembers those guys with robes at Kayser Corp. He seems to take the information in pretty calmly. If the company members can be "consumed" and have the effects reversed, Oria thinks it's more of a mental thing than a physical thing.
[Sinclair thinks for a moment and shakes his head] Not yet. I suppose they're still digging through the records of what they have to see what could be used. Or if we bring in enough abnormalities...they could test those.
[ Hm. That just makes Oria think a little more about the situation, which brings up a Thought. ]
... Sarabi is trying to do what you guys are doing, but your company seems more neutral like an actual mercenary group. I doubt... that you guys are fighting for "justice" against abnormalities, but it sure is a byproduct of what it could look like to others. So then, why? To staunch outbreaks with orders given by higherups? Then what's their plan...
[Sinclair shakes his head, still carding his fingers through Oria's hair]
...The 'immediate subjugation' of all abnormalities is the priority. I...I'd hope they're researching ways to seal off abnormalities for good. But it seems like the longer this continues, the more groups get involved.
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Is your company involved?
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Mm. Sarabi has access to Abnormalities and wants to create more. So our company will shift priorities now.
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--Oria feels nauseous, but he doesn't want to puke so he curls up on his side instead. ]
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... you don't need to hold back, you know.
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... 'm fine.
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... alright.
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How long was I out?
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A week.
[ He strokes Oria's hair. He doesn't say the obvious; that they were all terrified Oria wouldn't wake up]
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Oria quietly breathes out. He wishes he could get well quickly so that he can start doing things. Oria is already starting to feel slightly restless. ]
Can you tell me... more about abnormalities? And... stuff surrounding it. I saw vines coiling around your arm...
[ The last part sounds as if he's asking a question, because he's not sure if he's remembering it right. ]
... I'm involved now. I think... I should know what we're up against.
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[ Sinclair bites his lip]
... Honestly there's so much about them that I don't know myself. But I can tell you what I know, which ones I've faced and how the weapons work.
[ He hesitates]
Do you want me to tell you now?
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...I guess you can call Abnormalities 'cognitive monsters'. I told you before that an underground government funded lab was researching ways to push humanity past it's limits, right? Creating weapons. Super weapons. They discovered at the same time they could produce massive amounts of energy too that could be harnessed. Well...to do that, they needed subjects.
[ a quiet pause]
From what I could tell, they would put someone under an experiment. Many someones. And they would infuse their food, or air or something with a chemical. I don't have clearance to know the name of that chemical but...
Abnormalities are monsters born from the human mind, representing concepts - wishes and fears usually - brought into reality.
[He's quiet here]
... they're also born in situations of extreme trauma and distress. Because their existence is the antithesis to our own, most humans can't engage with them directly without losing their mind or being lured into their promises or threats. They don't have a reason to exist, but they know they must survive.
They'll do anything to survive.
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But what Sinclair says also explains the extreme discomfort he felt when encountering those abnormalities. Oria knows that he doesn't have to be The Special One for every scenario, but he hates being unable to do something because of how he was born. He's always resented that for various reasons.
He needs to hear more. ]
Super weapons?
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[ He exhales softly ]
But the most powerful ones could level an entire city block if they're left unchecked.
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He'll admit that it's a lot of power that people shouldn't have. ]
... What about your vine arm? Is that the "skin" crafted into a weapon thing you talked about?
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Yeah. There's two things an abnormality can give us. It can shed it's 'skin' when we defeat it, which can be crafted into weapons and a
or a suit. That armor is matched to a person. Fae Lantern resonates with me, but it's not completely compatible, so the vines take more energy than they should.
[ He rubs his shoulder ]
...it helps with regenerating my body faster at least. The other thing is the 'EGO gift'. We can wear those to act as charms or defenses against other abnormalities.
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Do they stop working if you "run out of energy"?
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... they can consume us if we're not careful. The effects are reversible on us but...
[ Oria probably won't like the implications of that! But he saw the terrorists in Kayser Corp so]
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Still, not that he'd like to see it happen. ]
... Were you close, at the fight?
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I probably would have been consumed if I had to keep going for even a minute longer.
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... Do you have anything that you're better attuned with?
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... Sarabi is trying to do what you guys are doing, but your company seems more neutral like an actual mercenary group. I doubt... that you guys are fighting for "justice" against abnormalities, but it sure is a byproduct of what it could look like to others. So then, why? To staunch outbreaks with orders given by higherups? Then what's their plan...
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...The 'immediate subjugation' of all abnormalities is the priority. I...I'd hope they're researching ways to seal off abnormalities for good. But it seems like the longer this continues, the more groups get involved.
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[ Other people will definitely get involved. Oria sighs and brings Sinclair's hand closer to him and eventually hugs his arm. ]
... Regular people who get driven insane by just looking at an abnormality... do they also get healed over time or is that permanent damage?
[ There's something Oria has to assess, because otherwise, he feels that he's lost something within himself. ]
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